After we were chatting about the Analogue Super Nt (which I've purchased), some folks asked to see what my physical collection of Super Nintendo and Super Famicom cartridge looks like, so I took some pictures. While I was at it, I decided to also catalog my collection again, just in case anything slipped under the radar of my records or if I'd lost everything. Thankfully, everything was in order.
At the bottom of the article is the full list, for curious readers, but first, the images.
(Each * is one cart.)
* 2020 Super Baseball * 46 Okunen Monogatari - Harukanaru Eden e * The 7th Saga * ActRaiser 2 * Actraiser * Advanced Dungeons & Dragons - Eye of the Beholder * Aerobiz Supersonic * Akumajou Dracula XX * Alien 3 * Angelique * Arcana * Axelay * Bahamut Lagoon * Bastard!! Ankoku no Hakaishin * Batman Forever * Battle Clash * Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon * Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon - Another Story * Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon S - Jousai Rantou! Shuyaku Shudatsusen * Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon S: Kondo wa Puzzle de Oshioki yo!! * Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon Super S - Fuwa Fuwa Panic * Bomberman B-Daman * Brawl Brothers * Breath of Fire * Bulls vs Blazers and the NBA Playoffs * Bust-A-Move * Choujikuu Yousai Macross: Scrambled Valkyrie ** Chrono Trigger (J) * Chrono Trigger * Clock Tower * Contra III - The Alien Wars * Crystal Beans From Dungeon Explorer ** Cybernator * Darius Force * Darius Twin * Demon's Crest * Derby Stallion III * Donkey Kong Country * Donkey Kong Country 2: Diddy's Kong Quest * Donkey Kong Country 3 - Dixie Kong's Double Trouble! * Doraemon 3 - Nobita to Toki no Hougyoku * Dossun! Ganseki Battle * Down the World - Mervil's Ambition * Dragon Ball Z: Super Saiya Densetsu * Dragon Knight 4 * Dragon Quest I & II * Dragon Quest III: Soshite Densetsu e... * Dragon Quest V: Tenkuu no Hanayome * Dragon Quest VI - Maboroshi no Daichi * Dungeon Master * E.V.O.: Search for Eden * EarthBound * Estpolis Denki II * F-Zero * Final Fantasy II * Final Fantasy III * Final Fantasy IV * Final Fantasy IV - Easy Type ** Final Fantasy V * Final Fantasy VI ** Final Fantasy: Mystic Quest * Final Fight * Final Fight 2 * Final Fight 3 * Final Fight Guy * Firepower 2000 * Flashback - The Quest for Identity * Front Mission Series - Gun Hazard * Fushigi no Dungeon 2: Fuurai no Shiren * GS Mikami - Joreishi wa Nice Body * Ganbare Goemon 2 - Kiteretsu Shougun Magginesu * Garou Densetsu Special * Gokujou Parodius ** Gradius III * HAL's Hole in One Golf * Illusion of Gaia * Imperium * The Itchy & Scratchy Game * JWP Joshi Pro Wres - Pure Wrestle Queens * Jikkyou Oshaberi Parodius * JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken * The Jungle Book * Jurassic Park * Jurassic Park Part 2: The Chaos Continues * Kawasaki Caribbean Challenge * Ken Griffey Jr. Presents Major League Baseball * Ken Griffey Jr.'s Winning Run * Killer Instinct * Kinnikuman: Dirty Challenger * Kirby Super Star * Kirby's Avalanche * Kishin Douji Zenki - Battle Raiden * Knights of the Round * Konpeki no Kantai ** Kunio no Oden * Kyuuyaku Megami Tensei * Lagoon * Lawnmower Man, The * The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past * The Legend of the Mystical Ninja * Live A Live * Lodoss-tou Senki ** Lufia & the Fortress of Doom * Lufia II - Rise of the Sinistrals * Maerchen Adventure Cotton 100% * Majin Tensei * Makeruna! Makendou * Makeruna! Makendou 2: Kimero! Youkai Souridaijin * Mario Paint * Mario is Missing! * Mario no Super Picross * Mega Man 7 * Mega Man Soccer * Mega Man X * Mega Man X2 * Mega Man X3 * Metal Max 2 * Mini-yonku Shining Scorpion: Let's & Go!! * Mortal Kombat 3 * Mortal Kombat II * Mother 2 Gyiyg no Gyakushuu * Ms. Pac-Man * NBA Live 97 * NFL Quarterback Club '96 * NHL '94 * NHL Stanley Cup * NHLPA Hockey '93 * The Ninjawarriors Again * Oda Nobunaga: Haou no Gundan * Ogre Battle - The March of the Black Queen ** Out of This World * PGA Tour Golf * Parodius Da! - Shinwa kara Owarai e * Phalanx * Phantom 2040 * Pilotwings * Pop'n TwinBee * Populous * Power Moves * Psycho Dream * Raiden Trad * Rockman & Forte * Rockman 7 * Rockman X2 * Rockman's Soccer * Romancing Sa-Ga * Rudra no Hihou * Rushing Beat * Rushing Beat Ran - Fukusei Toshi * Rushing Beat Shura * Samurai Shodown * Sanrio World Smash Ball! * Saturday Night Slammasters * Secret of Evermore * Secret of Mana * Seiken Densetsu 3 * Shin Kidou Senki Gundam Wing - Endless Duel * Shin Megami Tensei * Shin Megami Tensei II * Shin Megami Tensei if... * Shin Momotarou Densetsu * Sid Meier's Civilization * Silva Saga II: The Legend of Light and Darkness * Sim City * SimAnt - The Electronic Ant Colony * SimEarth - The Living Planet * The Simpsons Bart's Nightmare * Song Master * Soukou Kihei Votoms - The Battling Road * Star Ocean * StarFox * Street Fighter Alpha 2 * Street Fighter II * Street Fighter II Turbo * Strike Gunner S.T.G * Stunt Race FX * Super Aleste * Super Bases Loaded * Super Bomberman 2 * Super Bomberman 5 * Super Bomberman: Panic Bomber W * Super Castlevania IV * Super Drakkhen * Super Fire Pro Wrestling * Super Fire Pro Wrestling X Premium * Super Game Boy * Super Ghouls 'n Ghosts * Super Gussun Oyoyo * Super Gussun Oyoyo 2 * Super Hanafuda 2 * Super Mario All-Stars * Super Mario Kart * Super Mario RPG (J) * Super Mario RPG - Legend of the Seven Stars * Super Mario World * Super Mario World 2: Yoshi's Island * Super Metroid * Super Momotarou Dentetsu DX * Super Nazo Puyo Tsuu: Rulue no Tetsuwan Hanjyouki * Super Nazo Puyo: Rulue no Roux * Super Play Action Football * Super Puyo Puyo 2 * Super Puyo Puyo 2 Remix * Super R-Type * Super Scope 6 (J) * Super Scope 6 * Super Smash T.V. * Super Star Wars * Super Star Wars: Return of the Jedi * Super Star Wars: The Empire Strikes Back * Super Street Fighter II * Super Tekkyuu Fight! * Super Tetris 2 + Bombliss * Super Tetris 3 * Super V.G. - Variable Geo * Sutte Hakkun * Tactics Ogre - Let Us Cling Together * Tales of Phantasia * Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles IV: Turtles in Time * Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Tournament Fighters * Tetris & Dr. Mario * Tetris 2 ** Tetris Attack * Tetris Battle Gaiden * Thunder Spirits * Timecop * Top Gear * Total Carnage * Treasure Hunter G * Troy Aikman NFL Football * Tsuyoshi Shikkari Shinasai - Taisen Puzzle Dama * Tuff E Nuff * TwinBee - Rainbow Bell Adventure * U.N. Squadron * Uchuu no Kishi: Tekkaman Blade * Ultima: The False Prophet * Ultraman * Vegas Stakes * WWF Raw * WWF Super Wrestlemania * Wario's Woods * Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego * Wild Guns * WildSnake * Wing Commander * Wing Commander: The Secret Missions * Wizardry V - Saika no Chuushin * World Heroes 2 * Yokoyama Mitsuteru Sangokushi * Yoshi's Safari * Ys III: Wanderers From Ys (J) * Ys III: Wanderers from Ys * Ys IV: Mask of the Sun * Yuuyu no Quiz de Go! Go! * Zen-Nihon Pro Wres 2 - 3-4 Budoukan
There is a bizarre unease when you've done something you know is both absolutely right and wholly irrational, a sense that while you may forget the act, you will never forget the meta-act, your choice to damn all sensibility and indulge. This is a short story about how I bought E.V.O.: Search for Eden, a SNES game from 20 years ago that I basically already owned, for $150. It's probably a story everyone relates to.
This post was actually supposed to just be about restoring the absolutely shitty cart I bought, obsessing even further about this ridiculous lark of mine, but in the end it came to be about why this apparently made sense.
In 1990, a Japanese game developer by the name of Almanic Corporation (eventually Givro Corporation, now nonexistent) released 46 Okunen Monogatari ~The Shinka Ron~ (literally, "4.6 Billion Year Story: The Theory of Evolution"), a game I never played for a system I never owned. Two years later Enix published Almanic's follow-up, 46 Okunen Monogatari: Harukanaru Eden e ("4.6 Billion Year Story: To Distant Eden"), for the Super Famicom, the game eventually reaching the West as E.V.O.: Search for Eden. It's a silly game, a fantastical mix of evolution and biology, platforming and RPG. You play as one life-form, traveling through the ages under the guidance of Gaia, evolving from a fish to potential bird or mammal combinations, along the way making decisions like "I need a better horn, so I'm going grind for a bit and eat these baby lizards until I get enough Evolution Points to buy a better horn. And then maybe I'll grow a longer neck and get some sweet-ass wings." In the end, you prove your genetic worth and herald a new age for the planet, and also become Gaia's mate or something? It's a bit strange.
It's a pretty good game, and certainly distinctive, a shining example of the weird, magnificent stuff we got during the SNES era.
Anyway, E.V.O. is a game my mom must have rented for me a dozen times, my young self never good or dedicated enough to beat it, but always enamored enough to marvel at all the combinations of bodies and jaws and fins and horns and legs and so on that I wanted to play through it again. The game is a bizarre, near-surreal experience that even as a kid I appreciated like all novel and inexplicable things I'd managed to find. I imagine I begged her to buy it for me, and if the present day is any indication, she probably tried and couldn't find it. If I knew then what I know now, I probably would have demanded we find it one way or another.
You see, I didn't want to pay $150 for a SNES game — just the cartridge, specifically — that was pretty good but not exactly the shining paragon of its era. I had to. The game, bizarre and niche, had a smaller run, and is the kind of game idiot collectors (like myself) hang on to once they own it, the conversation piece they drag out when talking about video game madness, the thick, gooey nectar of nostalgia that one plays at least once a year, reminiscing on a childhood lost.
This is of course not unusual. I imagine most veterans of Media have their tangible items — fancy movie editions, first edition books of the classics, voluminous art collections or movie posters or vinyl records or whatever. Other games commonly exist in this realm too — Earthbound, for example, is another game I've lost and will one day own again. "This, The Legend of Zelda, is the first Nintendo game I ever owned, and it changed my life," and so on.
Reclaiming these symbols, these trophies, is hard to justify. What have I bought, really, other than an antiquated plastic and silicon delivery mechanism for a couple megabytes of data? It's ridiculous, honestly, an element of ridicule, to think of everything I could spend time acquiring — physical or mental or spiritual — instead of silly games about out-evolving a shark.
Memory is a strange thing. I believe heavily in subjective interpretations of the world, and following from that is an admission that one's recollection (or lack thereof) changes their truth. There are beautiful, magnificent memories I have surely forgotten, people lost to my mind, experiences never recallable but that can never be truly novel, either. Is there much else to identity than this stuff, being able to conjure up again one's roots? This, honestly, is the kind of stuff that keeps me up at night, wondering if ephemeral memory changes me when it escapes.
I guess this isn't really foreign to anyone. This is why we photograph, we journal, we film. Why we keep trinkets around.
That brings us back to 46 Okunen Monogatari: Harukanaru Eden e. This quest of mine has been chewing at my mind for over a year, and last year I caved to my base nostalgia and game collecting craves, and bought the Japanese version of E.V.O., the otherwise identical 46 Okunen Monogatari: Harukanaru Eden e. I wanted to play the game on a real SNES again, with real hardware and a real controller in my hand, so I picked up this foreign facsimile of what I wanted to recall. I played it, said "yes, this is definitely the game I played with different language," conquered the gameplay for the first time (in Japanese!) and then put it away. It wasn't the same. E.V.O. represented something for me beyond a game, lacking it still felt like a hole, something I could only rely on my unreliable memory to keep as part of my identity.
And that's the story of how I spent multiple new games' worth of money on a stickered-up, etched-into, grody-as-hell 21+ year old game, a couple lunches more on a replacement label, junk games to use as replacement shells, and security screw tools to crack this bounty open. The story of spending an hour scraping a NFL Quarterback Club '96 label off a donor cart and gouging gunk out of the gross E.V.O. shell's screw holes just to have a nice cartridge to look at.
The story of rejecting the ephemeral.